Saturday, March 11, 2006

yayyayyay! CAs are overrrrrrrrrrrr... haha. but now gotta prep for exams :( but ok la! enjoy life abit firsttt haha. had fun with penguin peepz after the SPOTS haha. went to watch a super lame brain killing show so good thing our brains were dead liao! den on thurs went ice skating to celebrate uncles birthday and went to town to hang out and play pool. haha i was so tired tt i fell asleep at the pool parlour! just fell asleep on the sofa den the guys just left la wahlao. it was a joke of cos but when i woke up to see noone tt i recognized in sight except ah beng type pple i was like abit scared la! of cos it was MUTHIAHS idea. ROARS! haha. but ok la pool was fun cos i paired with yam the ah beng and he totally owned everyone! haha. yeah but i was ultra tired when i came back so slept qt early with the intention of going for the rajs thing this morn but surprise surprise i woke up at 230! hahahaa. oops. had a nice day relaxing den went for wni and siglaped with brand yong mark and ting after tt haha. tts the thing abt the east i guess. it just has a more relaxing atmosphere! haha. i the west its either run arnd or sleep. hiahz. but well despite all tt i guess ive kinda decided to stay nxt yr liao... yeps haha. oooo nxt week having gym out! yayyyyy. this time my cam WILL work and i will etertain u guys with pics of ma(e)d pple clubbing in the gym! woohooooo haha. ok but this 3 weeks must really mug qt hard! i think maybe ill come home la cos its more comfortable i guess... hmm

anywayyyyyy. nxt week must start mugging liao!yesyes must! haha.

hmm i was thinking one day abt y i should not get attached and i realise its cos after a while i wun be bothered. and like get bored with the person? i mean if u see someone everyday and stuff will just be sian after a while rite! i dunno haha maybe its just me but somehow i really believe tt i am not meant to get married hahaha. oops. if i ever get a bf and he sees this he will realise tt ill eventually break up with him sooner or later haha!

ok anywayyyyy. i dun understand y some stuff affect pple so much tt they cant enjoy fun stuff! i mean if ur sad abt something but do something u will be much happier rite!!!! tts me anyway haha i get distracted frm sad stuff easily cos i dun like thinking abt sad stuff! its just NOT FUN haha. so maybe im just someone who looks for fun more than meaning i guess haha which is kinda bad right! means im fun seeking which is like qt shallow rite??? hmm. oh wells i dun mind being shallow if im happy haha. tho i really believe that the reason y im usually happy or like get over sad stuff easily is cos of God who is the joy of my heart and who always gives me a hope and so i guess when i look at the big picture i can see that my small problems are really not very important compared with the great unsurpassable joy of seeing Jesus in heaven :) i guess tts y the only times i get really sad are when im far from God and so He cannot comfort me because im pushing Him away. so if every any of u are sad or down or wad call upon the God of all joy and He will show u something to be glad abt and u will feel much MUCH better! and when u look at your problem again later it wont seem so bad! thats what i think anyway!!!

oooo. everyone is asking me stuff abt admissions haha. do i look like an nus website or something????? but its ok! haha i feel old and feeling old is GOOD :) however, i also feel FAT :( boohoo!